i moved

if you check your friends of you might find out to where and why.

bye veryrad, you were nice:)

ppl are fucked up at my house

its fabulous

my roommate is super scared

oh well she moves out in a week

this is such a big dyke party and my roommate didn't know i was gay until right about... now.

um, i gotta pee.

leave it up to cindy/justine/jenn for some sort of druken entry.

peace out girl scouts.

north carolina here i come.

i missing like two shirts... i hope they're in my car.

jenn's at workkkk yay money.

i have to go turn my hsb paper in and then i'm leaving on a jet plane. yay.

i hope this trip isn't super dull.

i think i'll go shower now.

bye!

ATTENTION GENERAL PUBLIC:

MY ROOMMATE IS TRANSFERRING TO UF NEXT SEMESTER!!!!!

3 bedroom apartment to MYSELF!

rock on.

hopefully they don't fill the rooms.
wow that'd be awesome.

but... i do think anyone besides her will suffice as a decent roommate.

fuck yes.

i got engaged last night.

so last night jenn made me soup and cherise was "famished" so we headed over to sacred grounds with some good food. her friends are rad, i need more friends here. i like 'em a lot. we talked about catheters and kidney stones. good times. we chilled there and drank tea and then went back home to lakeland. oh how i missed ani d! i'm posting pics of her later on today. she is the best kitten in the world. in the world. hands down.

so while i was at sacred grounds the owner came up to me and asked me if i'd be interested in playing my own night for tips! i said hell fuckin yeah! and also she's going to start having shows there featuring a few artists and charging a cover and then splitting the cover between the bands. wow. i'm an established artist. how FABULOUS.

so you all better come see me at sacred grounds. it's in 3 weeks. i'll let you know when it gets closer.
yay!

i have a physics test today of which i MUST make a C. oh man. maybe i'll get a better grade.
curly haired kid from downstairs wants to study with me. i think he just wants my hott ass.
i do really like how friendly people in this building are.

okay see ya!

so jenn and i got jobs.

she's delivering pizzas under the table for a shit load of money (you know... those people under the table are always hungry down there...)

and um, i'm working loss prevention/security at wal-mart in brandon.
that's right, brandon.
stop stealing shit, emily... and jenny.
i'll bust yo ass.
but do come see me sometime!

i hope the car thing works out, jenn'll be delivering in my car so i'll have to drive hers to brandon sometimes when our schedules conflict.

hmmm, i hope i get paid before christmas. i have lots of gift plans that need to be worked out.

jenn is making my favorite soup and then we're going to watch foxfire as i study for physics.
well i guess we're going to the grounds first to deliver soup or something

foxfire will commence later

<3 jenny lewis


k see ya!

so this trip home was pretty much everything i expected it to be.

i really just needed to come here and regroup/recharge. i didn't really hang out with anyone, i saw jess for a few hours last night but i was home by midnight. i didn't need this to be an "out until all hours of the morning with friends" trip home, i needed it to be what it was. i'm sitting in my bed hanging out on livejournal and that's fine with me.

yesterday my parents spent about $600 on me between groceries, clothes, and stuff for my apartment. talk about recharged. plus i have clean laundry. it's seriously going to take me 2562 trips up to my apartment to get all this shit up there. i feel so recharged. plus i have some cash on me now, which is great.

my cousin's wedding is tonight. it's his second marriage. he's the oldest out of all 20something of us and i love him to death. it's going to be fun. it's the first wedding without gramma and i'm gonna miss her a lot.

i got my digital camera reworking so expect tons of pics with every post from this point forward. my next post will be featuring ani d. the cutest kitty in the world. who needs to be combed... now that i think of it.

yesterday someone put a dent in jenny and it's sad.
but at least she's clean because my mom freakin detailed it.

i got a C on my math test. and i am happy.

okay well i think that's it for now, killas.

i got my cellphone back.

incase you forgot its
239-293-4328

so... i'm home, if anyone cares.

hi, i'm michele's journal. my name is sue and i like long walks on the beach and cheese.

so i want to go home.

i'm coming home on friday, my cousin is getting married on sunday night. inbetween then, i'm free if anyone cares.

i miss training at the dojo every night. i check out the website all the time and it seems as though everything is growing around there. when i get back it's going to be a completely different place. this kid that i gave private lessons to two years ago when he was a white belt is already a brown belt. of course i was the one pushing for most of his promotions while i was there, but he's still skyrocketing. he's a really talented kid. it makes me sad that i'm not there. really sad. and there's nothing i can do about it. i wish i could go home thursday and go to the dojo (there aren't any classes fri-sun) but i have this rally on friday.

speaking of which we're doing a "push bush left rally" on friday at 1 at lettuce lake park off fletcher.
i think it'll turn out ok. i think my girlfriend has a lot of things that stress her out. i mean it's just the way she is but maybe if she didn't let so much get to her then she wouldn't be so on edge. maybe that was a common sense statement. but still..

i kinda wish i still lived in fort myers. i came to tampa for the wrong reasons. i have grown to love it here but i really don't have anyone except jenn. i have the occasional acquaintance here and there but i really wouldn't call any of them close friends. all the "close friends" i've ever had have come from my past. i've known them all for years. it's tough making an aquaintence into a friend for me. i don't know why. i have this underlying social anxiety that murders me and my ability to communicate.

i don't know how tamsyn felt last year at ucf, but i might be feeling half of it. i don't hate it here, but i'd rather be home.

i'm stressed out about my classes. i don't know what to do about school, i feel like i'm failing even though i know that i'm going to be ok. which is a weird feeling.

it's freezing out and rainy.

i kinda feel like i felt in my "saints and sailors" days (see:dashboardconfessional) like even if i wanted to go out and do something around here i wouldn't be able to because i'd feel quite akward around anyone i'd invite. and then there's that whole being broke thing.

i feel like the only two factors of my life are school and my girlfriend. which is depressing. i wish they could be school, my girlfriend, my friends, martial arts, working out, working, money, social activities, ANYTHING, really.

well i am working on the job thing. i had my 1st interview with walmart security today. i should have another one by the end of the week. cross your fingers for me, it's my only hope.

my car is a mess, my room is a mess, my ass is the size of texas, bitch moan, bitch and moan.

i'm in this mood where i just want to have some genuine fun but at the same time don't really feel up to leaving my apartment.

i guess i'll go to sleep now, it's the perfect nap weather.

see ya.

even the biggest assholes can manage some charm.

it baffles me how some people my age/older than me have the mental capacity of a two year old.

learn to function or get out of my way.

so we got a kitty and her name is ani d and she's 4 weeks old and tiny and i love her. and i miss her. oh man.

jenn is sleeping but i must wake her in appx. 10 minutes so we can go see BIRTH.

naps are good.

i heard that if you call in something defective on a package of food to that questions or comments number, they send you a coupon for a new one. i think i might start doing this for free food.

i don't have much to say about the election.
i don't have much to say in general.

ever feel like you're much too busy to think?